JEALOUS HEARTS

The college athletics bus was always loud after a win.

Music blasted from a Bluetooth speaker near the driver. Baseball players shouted across the aisle, replaying their best moments like commentators. Cheerleaders filmed short clips for social media, laughing too hard, too brightly. The air smelled like sweat, perfume, and victory.

Emma sat near the front, by the window, hands folded over her bag.

She was new to the cheer squad — talented but not yet absorbed into the inner circle. People were polite to her, but politeness is distance wearing makeup. She could feel it. Conversations paused when she sat down. Group photos formed without noticing her.

Behind her sat Tyler — loud, popular, careless with other people’s dignity. His friends orbited him because he was never boring and never kind.

“Bro, I carried that game,” Tyler said.

“You dropped two catches,” someone replied.

“Strategic drops,” Tyler grinned.

The bus hit a small bump.

In that exact second, Tyler reached forward and yanked Emma’s ponytail hard.

Her head jerked back.

A sharp cry escaped before she could stop it.

Laughter erupted. Fast. Cruel. Reflexive.

Emma froze. Her face burned instantly. She turned halfway around, stunned — searching for a reason, an apology, something.

Tyler smirked. “Relax. Just checking if it’s real.”

More laughter.

Humiliation is a strange pain — it makes sound feel far away and eyes feel too close.

Across the aisle, Jason saw everything.

Jason wasn’t the loud type. Starting pitcher. Respected. Observant. The kind of guy people didn’t notice until they needed someone steady.

He stood.

Not rushed. Not dramatic. Just certain.

“Shut up,” he said.

It cut through the bus like a brake slam.

A few laughs continued — weaker now.

Jason’s voice rose, sharp and final:

“Shut up, losers.”

Silence spread row by row.

Tyler scoffed. “You serious?”

Jason held his gaze. “Try that again and see how serious I get.”

No shouting. No swearing. Which somehow made it heavier.

He stepped forward and crouched beside Emma’s seat, keeping respectful distance.

“You okay?” he asked quietly.

She nodded too fast. “Yeah. I’m fine.”

“You’re not,” he said gently. “But you didn’t deserve that.”

He didn’t touch her — just adjusted the loose strap of her bag that had slipped and handed her the water bottle that rolled to the floor. Small care. No performance.

Her eyes glossed. Not because she was weak — but because someone had interrupted the cruelty instead of enjoying it.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

From three rows back, Madison watched — and something twisted inside her chest.

Madison was the cheer captain. Blonde, magnetic, socially untouchable. She and Jason had been circling each other for months — late talks after practice, private jokes, almost-confessions that never quite landed. She assumed momentum would finish the job.

But she had never seen that look on his face before — focused, protective, emotionally invested.

Not in her.

In Emma.

Jealousy rarely starts as anger.

It starts as disbelief.

Madison smiled outwardly — but her fingers dug into her sleeve until the fabric wrinkled.

Her friend leaned close. “You good?”

“Perfect,” Madison said.

But she kept staring.

Jason walked Emma off the bus when they arrived — not hovering, just matching pace. Emma laughed once at something he said — soft, genuine.

Madison felt that laugh like a personal insult.

That night, a short clip spread through the team chat — Jason standing in the bus aisle saying, “Shut up, losers.” No context. Just impact.

Comments exploded.

“Leadership.”
“Cold.”
“Respect.”

Madison threw her phone on the bed.

Leadership? He never stood up like that for me, she thought.

Then the more dangerous thought:

He never had to.

The next week, the emotional math got worse.

Jason and Emma kept ending up near each other — not intentionally, but consistently. Training schedules overlapped. Recovery sessions matched. Conversations extended.

They didn’t flirt.

Which made it more threatening.

Jealousy prefers obvious enemies. Quiet connection is harder to attack.

Madison tried subtle interruption first — joining conversations mid-sentence, redirecting topics, pulling Jason away on “captain business.” He stayed polite — but he returned to Emma afterward.

That hurt more than rejection would have.

One afternoon in the gym, Madison finally snapped.

“Be honest,” she said, cornering Emma near the lockers. “Are you doing the helpless act on purpose?”

Emma blinked. “What?”

“The quiet thing. The soft voice. Guys fall for that.”

“I’m not doing anything,” Emma said calmly. “I’m just being me.”

Madison laughed — short and sharp. “Convenient.”

Emma could have argued. Instead she said:

“I didn’t know I was competing with you.”

That landed like a mirror.

Madison walked away furious — because the line exposed what she didn’t want named.

Competition.

Not for status.

For him.

Two days later, rehearsal disaster struck.

A complex cheer formation slipped. Emma lost balance mid-lift and crashed down, twisting her wrist on impact. Pain shot up her arm.

Before coaches moved, Jason was already there.

He knelt close. “Where?”

“Wrist,” she winced.

“Don’t rotate it.”

His voice was calm — anchoring the moment.

Madison stood ten feet away, watching — heart pounding, throat tight.

It wasn’t the concern that hurt.

It was the instinct.

He didn’t think. He moved.

You can’t compete with instinct.

Later, outside the trainer’s room, Madison sat alone — jealousy finally burning itself into clarity.

She didn’t actually hate Emma.

She feared being replaced without warning.

Feared discovering she was an option, not a certainty.

Jason approached quietly. “You okay?”

She almost laughed at the irony.

“Are you into her?” Madison asked directly.

He didn’t dodge. “I respect her.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“I know.”

Silence stretched.

Madison’s eyes filled — angry tears this time. “I thought we were heading somewhere.”

“We were,” he said gently. “But ‘almost’ isn’t a destination.”

Truth — clean and devastating.

“What does she have that I don’t?” Madison asked.

Jason answered without cruelty:

“Nothing you don’t have. Just nothing she pretends to be.”

The words hurt — because they were accurate.

Jealousy cracked open — and underneath it was exhaustion.

The showcase arrived.

Emma performed with a taped wrist and flawless control. The crowd roared. Her confidence — once quiet — now undeniable.

When she stepped off the mat, the first person to hug her was Madison.

Not for show. Not for cameras.

For closure.

“I was unfair to you,” Madison said softly.

Emma smiled. “I know.”

They both laughed — tension dissolving.

Across the floor, Jason watched — not claiming credit, not claiming anyone — just proud of the outcome.

The bus ride home was loud again.

But something had changed.

Not the volume.

The maturity.

Because jealousy, when faced honestly, doesn’t always destroy.

Sometimes — it tells the truth people were avoiding.

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